I feel sick. and I'm going to rant.
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!! EVERY DAY YOU GIVE ME NOTES THAT CRUSH ME, YOU TALK TO ME AND MAKE ME THE HORRIBLE BAD GUY AND WALK AWAY ALL HUFFY LEAVING ME TO CRY ON MY FRIENDS SHOULDERS, YOU MADE ME FUCKING CRY ON MY BIRTHDAY YOU JACKASS!!! I GIVE YOU A NOTE EXPLAINING WHATS GOING ON IN MY HEAD, AND YOU TURN AROUND AND ACT LIKE I NEVER EXPLAINED ANYTHING! I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF AFTER WRITING THAT DAMN THING, IT STIRRED UP SUCH HORRIBLE MEMORYS, BUT YOU IGNORED IT! WHAT IF I HADN'T THOUGHT OF THE ONE PERSON WHO LOVES ME SO MUCH (NOT YOU BY THE WAY JACKASSS, YOU DON'T COUNT ANY MORE) I WOULD OF SLIT MY WRISTS AND TRIED TO OVERDOSE. YOU CAN GO FALL OFF A CLIFF AND DIE A SLOW MESERABLE DEATH WHILE VULTURES EAT YOU ALIVE!
okay. I feel better. If you (the person this is directed to) reads this, sorry for being so mean, i really don't hate you, but I severly dislike you most of the time. please stop making me cry so much. I tell you everything I have explained everything, please leave me alone and stop crushing me. you say you're my friend, so why do you do this to me? how many times do I have to say I'm sorry?